being asian is cool, Im my own man with my own beliefs, or black or a pleid, or something else. praise God

getting in the door

hi im Andrew is So and so here?
I got your name from the new homeowners list, Im with special promotiontions  with ADT, Have you thought about an alarm for your home?
If I could keep a sign up in your yard its not a billboard or anything haha. ADT will compensate you with a home security system customized for your home. The sign advertises for us to your neighbors and passing traffic.
Let me show what you get here. first off the sign in front view of your house is a good deterrent. the system includes a keypad.where you type in a 4 digit code to turn the alarm on and off.  Do you come in through the front door  or garage door more often?
 Do you know if your house is prewired or not? Its easy to check do you have a french door or a slider in the back?
Lets take a quick look

cleanliness is important

Its nice to have clean skin and teeth even hair, and to smell nice. Or at least not stink because then you can bug people your around. Your not the only person on the planet, if ya smell people notice haha. I read that in war infection used to kill more people then people killing people. Not only is it pleasant it is also healthy. Baths are awesome relaxing in hot water, with soaps and bubbles while getting the dirt and sweat off your body. I get excited even thinking about one. Cleanliness can also be about you living space, you dont crap laying everywhere or things to have bacteria building up on it. So do yourself a favor and clean up and stay organized.

good morning blog, I slept well and its early

my right elbow shifting about, it make me nervous, hand feels good, theres still a little extra bone there, the ulna seems to be deteriorating, I want everything else in my body

ive been through alot of changes lately, I am made of the earth and just as the heavens demand, others demand. If God calls me I will answer but I will not bow to the those who battle it, not tonight

myself?

I'm not known by anyone, take that world take that and all your ignorance

14th

Bueno dias preparing the pot of coffee getting an early start, feel refreshed, did some stretches. I'm going to work on the web promoting, and keep the physical activity on low. Oh Happy Valentines Day :)

hobbies

Lately Ive been putting off the hobbies I want to do, so Im going to post some. 1, This one especially involves my partner eat healthy. eat fresh foods. 2, play music with my friends. 3, light aerobic exercise and weight training 4, books and movies. 5 Does spend time with family count as a hobby? ill count it for this list. Top 5 for now.

Sorry its taken me so long to blog, Ive been busy, I dont know where the day went. Hanging in womans clothes and make up haha, Im looking forward to rest, I just drank some coffee black it hit the spot. I missed Justin bieber today haha, thanks for reading my blog. Tomorrows Valentines Day I haven't really thought about it in years. When I was in high school I was in student council and we had this fund raiser, I bought carnations for all the girls in my class and my sis every year. Its funny how Valentines day has become so commercialized and it can be a nice holiday for young couples, lovers, and married people to express there love for each other, appreciation, and unity. Love is something that should be praised, especially the great love. I want to learn how to love more and more with the right person that will do the same, and she could teach me to open my heart, thats something I'm given. The joy of a loving relationship the feeling of closeness and bonding, its almost as if 2 becoming 1. I know Valentines Day will be important in the duality of it. A symbol of a heart filled with chocolate is a fun way of expressing love for partners. Its too common in America but really in its commonness its nice. Flowers are also a common gift, fresh smelling and beautiful thats something that could be under appreciated in its commercialism.

Blest

I have no quarrel with God, Are we not men? Isnt there a difference, a step unobtainable between the two. Is pride just, Did Jesus not teach us that we are the children of the higher. We are a free people for he did not come to condemn the world but to save it. Blessed are the meek and the poor. Blessed is my family. I have felt his Grace. The Spirit moves on this earth so we may feel what it is like to dwell with the Lord God. The Alpha and the Omega.

faith,love, and stuff

putting a lot in faith, sometimes it feels like thats all I can do. The world can be harsh and it hurts me to see my family the way it is. I know my life will be joyous, and I want that for all my family. Someone once said I must love myself. I need to love myself more and give love to my loved ones because they need it just like I do. I let obstacles tear me down instead of overcoming and strengthening. My shoulders are strong enough to carry the load, one step at a time.I dont wish to carry them but be there for them to lean on when they become ill or distraught. I will learn and love and share. Faith and love what great connectors what awesome gifts.  

A minor

please hold me tender
never never let me go
hold me one more time

my dude Avery

Hes has a good heart, He lived on the west side around my moms house we kick it smoke blunts. As far back as I know him hes been taller then me. hes in my sisters grade his girlfriend was friends with my girlfriend. Hes always been very respectful, I think he looked up to me for my player composure or something. A cool story with him my junior year before he changed schools. I was smashing on this team from I don't know where, and I took a direct snap from the second string center. He hiked it to the wrong guy and the ball went back 15 yards. I scooped it up and there were guys closing around me when out the corner of my eye I see Avery young freshmen he was in as wide receiver. I threw the ball up as far as I could got tackled. He caught it and scored. it was awesome. Coach wasn't mad at me it was my only career pass and Averys first TD. He ended up being a starting receiver for a big school that went to state. He was around when my brother was smoking meth and was sent away to rehab. My sister said hes a pimp. He could, I dont see it though

oh man

I did something and it felt great, now I fall apart. I have two plans. I am going to tell the doctor about my surgerys and how I broke another bone, and saw the ulna and radius flip upward, that I feel a pull on my shoulder. and going to ask to check the scaphoid real close. Lastly to see about the nerves mostly to the thumb.

aint got no money,
and the ha hackers want me
so does my forearm

Im not saying im gonna lose my bone, Im scared though, its pulling on my face. I saw the ulna and radius extend into my wrist, and I feel it move into my shoulder, Its just getting worse. going to do some exercises now.

summertime please

I want to learn to swim faster. I kinda learned how to swim from being in my parents pool at a young age. taking it one step deeper into the shallow end. I had a dog named rebel I would put her in and she would doggy paddle looking back I think I learned how to doggy paddle first. then I went to long underwater strokes, I forgot what its called the type of stroke. When I was a teenager I was so fast under water I would just stay there while my best friend Evan and his brother Mark would swim above using the arm over arm way, which is generally faster. but I was fast and never learned how to swim other ways, then in college old friend Linda smoked me in a race. I knew I was using a slower technique, but its also my leg work. I do the frog, when the kicks should be alternating and stuff. Anyways my joints need a healing for later in life and swimming has got to be one of the best things for your body, Its low impact and has a flow that feels good on the muscles being light and all. I want to learn proper techniques and if Im lucky after the doctors with some herbs, vitamins and sunlight. I can regenerate my bones, muscles, joints, tendons, ligaments and whatever else is in my body.

to a life

my emotions are all over the place and its hard to control them, I get so sad sometimes. the teachings of Jesus bring me peace with my personal Christianity, the son of God was so awesome of course,he walked with the poor and prostitutes with taxcollectors, and fisherman, the sheperds and magi at his birth. he brought Gideon down from the tree, turned water into wine, the man walked on water and he died for us. He spoke to save everyone. may I serve him great king with my last breath.

zap

can the doctors fix me? it all seems so complicated with lots of work

my bone is spilt*

I'm deeply moved that I can share this experience with someone

I want to say that I'm thankful and appreciative of the people that help me, and I would not be who I am today without them. Special thanks to my moms and to all the homies

half empty

I'm lonely, my eyes hurt, my bones ache, I got nothing but promises and grief. My little mind doesn't understand. Give me pity in my house. Now is not soon enough, its too late for me